First Blog?!?!

So...i have never blogged before and only recently started reading the other blogs posted. I must say I am a little nervous for the first one, but it has been awesome to see everyone's honesty and transparency through these blogs!! I am so excited to be a part of the women's ministry and see what God has planned for me, but have also been a little intimidated, mostly just doubting where I will fit in, if I am equipped or worthy for God to use me. While studying this week about Jehovah-jireh, The Lord will Provide, I felt like I wanted to share with you how God has provided for me! A few weeks ago, after the first women's leadership meeting, these yucky feelings started creeping in, doubt, worry, fear... The next day as I opened my devotion for the day, Jehovah-jirah provided for me the assurance that I needed!! As I read the devotion, my eyes started filling up with tears at how awesome our Lord is. It was titled, "When God calls a Woman" and it talked about how God chooses us for His service and when he calls us He also equips us. I realized the feelings I was having were feelings of selfishness and that all I need to do was trust the Lord for His guidance. If you want to read the devotion, I put a link below. I am so thankful that we serve a merciful God who promises He will provide for us!!
So, the first blog was not so bad, it's nice to go ahead and get this one out of the way!!

http://proverbs31devotions.blogspot.com/2010/04/when-god-calls-woman.html